Friday, July 5, 2013

Cycling Diary - PDGCC, Si Rusa 05/2013

Diari Kayuh Seorang Macik

Melalui fesbuk macik terbaca ada geng macik yg merancang nak kayuh ke PD.  apa yg sangat2 menarik perhatian macik selain destinasi ia lah route yg amat lah lain dr yg lain - ia melibatkan a boatride & a ferry crossing, sesuatu yg macik belum pernah cuba!!  so tanpa segan silu macik telah meng'invite' diri macik utk mengikuti kayuhan group kawan macik tu... sibaek la mereka semua gentleman2 belaka dan sanggup menerima kehadiran seorang 'aunty' hehehehe.  u're the best OPs, thank you :))

Cycling Old Puteras - they were kind enough to let me gatecrash their party lol

Memandangkan kami asyik bergambar je sepanjang kayuhan ini, maka lets just let the pics do the talking shall we ;))




Kayuhan OPs - Bangi/PD/Bangi 2013

The Route - 130+ km in total


The Beginning

Kami ramai2 berkumpul di wisma unikeb, ukm bangi and macik agak lega bila akhirnya mendapati ramai jugak la muka2 yg macik kenal sbenarnya :))

Starting point - Wisma Unikeb, Bangi

Doa sbelum kayuhan 


The Ride & Pitstops

Secara keseluruhan route yg kami lalui agak sibuk dengan lalu lintas terutama di area bukit pelandok.  ini bermakna rider sekurang2 mesti la dah biasa mengendali diri bersama traffic, tak kira besar (lori)  atau kecik (motosikal).

Here we go gang weeeeehoooooo 

First pitstop @ Medan Selera Sepang

Taking a breather after the attack on bukit pelanduk

Telok kemang... almost but not quite there

Original site of the FMC (1953)

Taz Mobile - support car terbaik ;))


Destinasi utama - Port Dickson Golf & Country Club

PDGCC, si rusa...... a golfer's retreat but the food is great as well ;p

Finally PDGCC.... and lunch!!!!

Cooling down before making way for food

Scrumptious banana leaf lunch

Good food & good company... this is the life peeps

Kewajipan yg pasti

Before leaving, the mandatory pic by the beach


The Boat Ride

Jeti kuala lukut besar, negeri sembilan yang fofular dan menjadi tumpuan para2 peminat ikan & kaki2 pancing tanahair lol.

The excitement of a boatride... with our 'babies' lol

Loading up precious cargo

Thats where we're all headed 

Its our turn to cross 

Boatride done, now to unload

We made it peeps... and we didnt get wet ;p


The Ferry Crossing

The mini ferry service across sg sepang besar connecting bukit pelandok in negeri sembilan & sg pelek in selangor.

Waiting for the ferry

 Queueing up with the locals

And onto the ferry we all go

Tizzy & me.. our first ferry crossing together

Safe & sound over river sepang


The Ending

The last leg back was done in hot weather and when u factor in a full stomach,  it gets to be pretty challenging lol.   there were a few of us who didnt feel good enough to continue, and luckily we had the best support car on the planet - the Taz Mobile!!  another factor to consider, bila membuat kayuhan yg jauh, make sure ada support car untuk membantu ;)

Answering nature's call

Kalau bermasalah tak perlu teruskan kayuhan.. better safe than sorry

Last rider in, almost dusk 

 We made it, from 7am to 7pm... an epic ride indeed

In conclusion, boleh di kategorikan sebagai kayuhan amat BEST!!!!! u must try it ;))  My only regret - macik tak perasan melaka (lubok cina) was just a couple of miles away.  kalau di teruskan i'd have crossed another border.

Next ride - MELAKA!!!

Detail Kayuhan:


Total distance - 130+km
Total Time - almost 12 hours (termasuk pitstops, major breaks and mini breaks but luckily no jailbreaks lol)
Weather - cuaca yg baik tp panassssss.
Route - Unikeb Bangi, Bukit Pelanduk, PDGCC, boatride Jeti Kuala Lukut, feri Sg Sepang and back
Rating - doable for santai riders but must be able to handle single carriageway traffic, quite heavy at some points.

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

Cycling Diary - Flashback: Morib 2012

Diari Kayuh Seorang Macik

Detail Kayuhan:

Total distance - 132km
Total Time - about 8 hours (termasuk checkpoints, breaks and kes2 tayar pancit sana sini)
Weather - cuaca yg redup dan breezy di sepanjang jalan.
Route - MBSA Kota Kemuning, Batu Laut, Tanjung Sepat and back
Rating - doable for santai riders if speed is not an issue.















Sunday, June 30, 2013

Sharing is caring


Okey... so  i'm sharing my activities.   again, after a long long break.  nothing remotely interesting about the ramblings of a macik trying her best to keep fit and active after 50  but who knows, maybe there is someone out there who might feel activated enough to try something, anything hehehehe.

But then where do i start?  again?  lol

I guess for now lets just continue with my cycling 'escapades' rather then my running.  it makes better reading since me & my bike get to go to further places than what me & my sneakers can achieve.

Other than my occasional rides round shah alam and my sad attempts at training along guthrie & kesas highways & the streets of shah alam, i've had a couple of satisfying misadventures with my cohorts lol.

Kayuhan Macik to Kuala Selangor - my first 100km.

Kayuhan Macik to Genting Sempah - was initially part of my training to climb up Frasers hill and to date, i've done it three times.

Kayuhan Macik to Fraser's Hill - i remember feeling so relieved that i actually made it to the top.

Kayuhan Macik to Kg Kampuchea - its a piece of kampuchea in the middle of nowhere

Kayuhan Macik to Morib - the start of the beach series lol

Kayuhan Macik to Tanjung Sepat - we cycled to the very end of the jetty lol

Kayuhan Macik to PD - without doubt, a very interesting ride involving a boat trip and ferry.

Kayuhan Macik to Genting Perez - which included an invirogating dip in the river 

Kayuhan Macik to Kuang - part road part trail and a secret mini waterfall.


Macik Ronda2 Kayel edisi KLCC - hopefully, the start of the city series

Macik  Ronda2 Penang - finally my first cycling event after 2 aborted attempts in the likes of ocbc ride 2012 & janamanjung 2013.

I've managed to recap a few of it already in my 'cycling diary - the macik series' (highlighted in red) and all i need to do now is settle down quietly somewhere and pen it all down, which is actually easier said and done lol.  but have no fear, i WILL perservere!!!

At least i hope so lol.

So see ya soon insyallah :)

Monday, June 17, 2013

Finding a new balance


This year has certainly proven to be a challenging one for me.   its a milestone in my evolution as a woman and every day is a stark reminder that i am aging regardless of what i think or want.

In a life full of ups & downs my body was the only thing safely within my area of control. i could use it or abuse it any which way i wanted, but not anymore.  mother nature has a way of reminding us that time is relentless, it moves ahead no matter what and ravages everything in its path.  and in the end the only one truly in control is our Maker.

Now while my body struggles to find a new foothold and my erratic hormones scramble to stabilise, i am at my weakest.  until such time that i am totally entrenched within my menopause, i should expect such instability to continue.  this year alone marks the greatest number of times i have been down with some ailment or other. starting off with acute gastritis, to a serious bout of shingles, to virulent viruses, right down to the common cough & cold. to date i hv exhausted my allowable quota of 15 days for medical leave from private clinics, something which i have never, ever, done before.

Yup, its a time to reflect, reassess and reinvent.

I have always been active, the degree of which varied throughout the phases of my life.  interspersed between my early years, launching a career and starting a family, i had to make do with the situation and whenever i had no other option, i turned to reading bcos at the very least,  my imagination could still run wild lol.

I love to read, the written word holds a special allure for me.  be it fiction or truth, it frees my spirit to wander wherever i chose.  sadly these days, i'm starting to stay clear of novels and stories.  why? bcos i find myself losing focus and cant seem to sustain the excitement.  if before i could finish a book overnite, now it takes me almost forever bcos i keep forgetting the storyline & the characters.  so thats why its mostly facts & non-fiction for me.  usually self-help, hobbies, interests or the occasional autobiography.

Its the same with movies.  almost gone is my ability to enjoy a good dramatic storyline, especially the one that is wrought with conflict.  my mind automatically shuts down at any sign of emotional overload.  so i put a huge distance between me &  movies.  instead i seek enlightenment thru nat geo, animal planet, cartoons, sports, news or any of the investigative series.  informative, save, relaxing and with minimum drama.  Yup, i have a problem with conflict resolution & emotional entanglements.. it stresses me out, big time.

Which leaves me with very few options to occupy myself.

I could eat myself into becoming an oversized blob.

Or sing myself silly.

Or shop till i drop.

Or just lay myself down pretending to be dead.

None of which is the least bit desirable, obviously lol.

Which of course brings me back full circle to the one thing, apart from my children, that makes me happy.... and that is keeping active.






Whether its running or cycling or climbing hills, dancing or hopping or jiggling butts, as long as i'm sweating it all out, i know i can get through another day, shitty or otherwise.

So, here we go again, menopausal or not, lets keep on staying active lol.  and even though it'll  get a whole lot tougher to do so as the years pile up, from this day forth, i will try my best to share as much of my struggles as i possibly can.  bcos by doing so, i will have to confront my own demons and deal with them head on.  and bcos maybe, just maybe  it'll also help others who are in my shoes ;)



Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Rejab 1434



أستَغْفِرُ اللهَ العَظِيمَ الَّذِي لاَ إِلهَ إِلاَّ هُوَ الحَيُّ القَيُّومُ وأَتُوبُ إِليه
I seek the forgiveness of Allah, the Most Great, besides Who there is no god; the Living, the Sustainer, and I repent to Him.
Among the months, Rajab is the month of seeking forgiveness. Al-Daylami narrates on the authority of `Ali bin Abi Talib (may Allah ennoble him) that the Messenger of Allah (may Allah bless him and grant him peace) said: “Seek much forgiveness (from Allah) in Rajab because in every hour (of the month) Allah frees people from the Fire.” When the month entered the Prophet would say, as Anas narrates:

اللَّهُمَّ بَارِكْ لَنَا في رَجَبٍ وَ شَعْبَانَ وَ بَلِّغْنا رَمَضَانَ
O Allah, bless us in Rajab and Sha`bān and enable us to reach Ramadān!4
It is a blessed month, may Allah bless us and the Ummah in it. In the times of Jahiliyyah the noise of battle would not be heard in this month. This was due to the veneration that people had for the month, even though they were polytheists. Allah revealed concerning this month: They ask you about the sacred month – fighting therein. Say: fighting therein is a grave offence.5
Look at the state the Ummah has reached today. Some Muslims have actually declared war in the month of Rajab, not on the disbelievers, but on each other. Some have travelled around spilling the blood of their brothers. Look how far the Ummah has sunk when it has left the Guidance of Allah and His Messenger and surrendered its reins to corrupt people; to disbelievers; to people deceived by their own philosophies!
Our Master said: “Repent to Allah for truly I repent to Allah in every day and night seventy (or one hundred) times.” Allah says in the Hadith Qudsi: “O son of Adam, if your sins were so numerous that they reached the heavens and then you sought My forgiveness I would forgive you and it is nothing to Me.”
If someone allows Rajab to enter and they have no concern for their wrongdoings, then they do not truly possess taqwa. The believer sees his sins as a mountain towering over him which he fears will fall upon his head, whereas the hypocrite sees his sins as a fly which lands on his nose which he brushes away with his hand. One of the Followers was told that a group of people were talking about something which did not concern them. He said: “If they were concerned with their own wrongdoings, they would not have talked about that subject.”
Seek forgiveness in abundance and seek to unite people’s hearts. Beware of provoking hatred, or tale bearing, for “among the worst slaves of Allah are those that constantly bear tales, those that cause division between those that love each other.” Choose words that unite people: Say to My slaves that they should only say those things that are best, for the Devil sows dissension among them.6
Attempt to fast in this month. `Ali bin Muhammad al-Rabi` narrates from a chain of narrators most of whom are reliable that one of the Followers asked one of the Companions: “Did the Messenger of Allah (may Allah bless him and grant him peace) fast in Rajab?”
He replied: “Yes, and he would ennoble it.” He would ennoble and honour the month by fasting in it. May Allah awaken our hearts!
Prepare for the first night of Rajab. He said (may Allah bless him and grant him peace): “There are five nights on which du`ā’ is not rejected: the first night of Rajab, the fifteenth night of Sha`bān, Thursday night, the night before `Eid al-Fitr and the night before `Eid al-Nahr (al-Adha).”7 Sayyiduna `Ali would spend this night in worship.
May Allah purify our hearts and enable us to take advantage of the time that we have left in this life.
(link - http://abdulkarimyahya.com/2012/05/20/lesson-returning-to-allah-in-repentance-in-rajab/)

A reminder.

Monday, May 13, 2013

Milestone.

It gets lonelier as you grow older.  it really does.  and its not so much about being alone per se, you can surround yourself with a sea of people but you start feeling more an observer than an active participant. you start listening more, internalising more, pondering more.  sad to say you also come to the realisation that people young or old dont really give a rats ass about what you have to say, unless they specifically come to you for advice.  and half of them just seem to be interested in ranting and raving and complaining all the time.

And you suddenly find yourself becoming slow in almost everything you do,  not just slow but in absolute slow mo, the moment to moment kind.  for someone who goes through her days in high gear thats a pretty hard thing to swallow believe me.  not to mention the times that even a million bucks cant get you to recall a certain info or memory, the more you push the more elusive it becomes.  which all culminates into making you feel frustratingly clumsy & crushingly stupid.

Serabut.  semak.  senak.  and to be honest, frightening.

Oh you're saying get a grip woman, everyone grows old and they die, that death stares us in the face all the time but whats scaring the shit outta me is the possibility of a long but useless life.  use-less, as in meaningless, as in not contributing.  worse still if i start becoming a liability... to myself, to the ones i love, to society.

And still clueless at 50 isnt a good sign. nope not good at all.

Hadoi.

Its not about the kids. i've done what i can, now they are all grown and are answerable to their own actions. its not about the spouse.  he's going through his own turbulent midlife passage and unfortunately, is in no position to help me with my problems.  its about me.  about how best i maneuver the final phase of my life as a woman and keeping my dignity, my composure, my self-worth in the process.

I so need a spiritual upgrade.

Sunday, May 12, 2013

Cycling Diary - Tg Sepat 14/04/2013


Diari Kayuh Seorang Macik

Oleh kerana minda macik sbelum ni diasak kaw2 oleh kebimbangan, kerisauan & kefening lalat-an mengenai FM sulung macik sehingga tiada ruang untuk perkara lain, aktiviti kayuh macik pun telah melalui detik2 kegersangan yang teramat.  punya la lama tak kayuh macik sampai terasa gayat bila kerabat naek beskal macik yang telah pun mula menunjukkan tanda2 akan berkulat jika keadaan dibiarkan berlarutan.

Bila geng kayuh macik ngajak macik join diorang training ke morib, timbul pulak kebimbangan baru setelah sekian lama tidak beraksi  - eh, bole ker aku ngayuh lagi nih??!!  dek kerana dah mula terasa jugak la gatal2 bontot tapak kaki, macik mengambil keputusan untuk hantam saja la hehehehe.

Servis beskal sbelum kayuh @ Wheelsman Bicycle S13

Kayuhan bermula dari MBSA kota kemuning dan dari seawal pagi lagi dah ramai geng macik yang berkumpul disitu.   halfway there macik dah perasan macik terlupa nak bawak spec mata namun macik teruskan jugak sbb takut melambat2kan kengkawan kalau macik patah balik..... tapi nak jadikan cerita (dan bahan), macik bukan saja terlupa spec rupa2nya kasut pun macik terlupa!!!!!!!!

Terlupa kasut... hantam saja la labu he3

Yang lebih penting, helmet ada so kayuhan masih ON.  selepas smua dah bersedia dan doa selamat dibacakan kami pun memulakan la rombongan 'mcm2 ada' kami (tua, muda, besar, kecik, lelaki, pompuan, berdesup, menyiput, mtb, rb).

Rombongan MKCT & rakan2

Doa sbelum kayuhan

Barisan mak dara & anak2 dara

At the start macik dah mula cuak sebab awal2 lagi dah mula nak terasa bunga2 pancit-us,  namun after the first checkpoint enjin tua macik mula terasa panas dan kayuhan menjadi semakin lancar.  opkos macik tak terkejor depa yang berdesup desap di depan but at least i managed not to slide below 25km/h dijalan yang tidak berbukit dan berliku.

Pada awalnya kayuhan dijangka hanya ke morib namun cuaca yang terterusan marbeles menggalakkan geng macik untuk meneruskan perjalanan hingga ke tanjung sepat.  after all dah alang2, macik pun layan jela.   

The Pitstops 
- bila riders dah berkumpul ramai2 maka banyak la cerita dan ragamnya... yang hyper, yang santai, yang sihat, yang senak, yang mabuk, yang memulas, macam2.  maka demi menjaga kesejahteraan semua, banyak la pitstop dan regrouping yang diadakan.  keadaan sebegini is part and parcel of group cycling, unless of course objective kayuhan semata-mata training yg khusus utk sesuatu event. maka focus sememangnya tertumpu pada speed & timing.

Catching up with the latest news..

Regrouping

Episod Pancit.
- seperti biasa dimana ada kayuhan disitu la akan ada tayar2 yang pancit sesuka hati.  ini juga diantara sebab2 yang mengharuskan ciclista membawa bersama tube spare dan mini pump.  walaupun leceh namun ianya satu keperluaan unless you dont mind carrying ur bike to the nearest kedai beskal hehehehe.


Pancit sana..

Pancit sini..

Sessi makan2 plus sightseeing
- dah penat kayuh apa lagi, refuelling la pulak.  dan bila tenaga dah banyak digunakan maka banyak la perlu diganti hehehehe.  ni la yang macik katakan dulu, kalau macik running mesti tak lalu makan tapi kalau kayuh gerek lapo memanjang.  ni la yang macik risaukan ni...sah skarang macik dah semakin gomuks ish ish.

Makan time

Selepas selesai makan geng kayuh kami si ben & eddie telah mengheret memnbawa kami melawat kawasan terdekat sehingga la ke hujung jeti.  terperanjat gak la penduduk tempatan bila jeti yang sebegitu sempit di sesakkan dengan kehadiran musang2 dan rakan2 hehehe.

Macik sakura

Ann trying her hand at errrr, not sure what he3

Jetty Tanjung Sepat

Jamming up the jetty lol

Time to head for home
- dah pusing2 semahunya maka kena la bersedia utk pulang.  alhamdulillah cuaca baik masih bertahan dan dengan perut yang masih penuh, kami berkayuh balik ke kota kemuning, ada yang masih mampu berdesup desap namun ramai juga yang dah semakin seloow melooow.  alhamdulillah walaupun dengan adanya 2 support car yang terbaek di pasaran (kudos to zaman & pie) pengayuh2 tegar masih bertahan dan tiada yang kecundang naek support car.  and by 4.30pm everyone made it back to kota kemuning safe & sound.  All in all,  rombongan mkct & rakan2 ke tanjung sepat sgt berjaya :)

Headcount..

Long ride back

Nothing beats the airconditioning @ petronas

Kayuh macik kayuh


Finally back @ kota kemuning

Detail Kayuhan:


Total distance - 132km
Total Time - about 8 hours (termasuk checkpoints, breaks and kes2 tayar pancit sana sini)
Weather - cuaca yg redup dan breezy di sepanjang jalan.
Route - MBSA Kota Kemuning, Batu Laut, Tanjung Sepat and back
Rating - doable for santai riders if speed is not an issue.

Saturday, April 13, 2013

The Marathon Story - Race day

Malaysia Women Marathon, 7 April 2013, I-City Shah Alam.

It felt pretty surreal as i crossed the gates into the inner sanctum of I-City.  race day had finally arrived and i was going to run that much dreamed about and often dreaded full marathon.  my first ever 42km and to date, the furthest distance i had ever run was a mere 25km.  i sure hope this old body would hold up till the very last km lol.

The chilly morning air only increased my nervousness and in an attempt to shake it off, i chatted up another runner, a pretty young girl who was looking a little lost.  "you running today?" i asked (yup people say the most obvious things dont they lol).  she nodded, and i asked again "what category?" and was rather taken aback when she said "full" (she looked too darn sweet to be doing anything that grueling). then what she said next only increased my nervousness and made me wish i had never said anything in the first place, "its my 15th". Lol, and here i am without even one to my name.

As i rounded the corner, i spied familiar faces.... there at the parking lot suzi & her husband were busy preparing for the race.  somehow the sight of their smiling faces made me feel so much better.  i found out that they had been there the best part of the nite, helping ray sort out the fruits specifically the boxes upon boxes of apples & bananas.  not really knowing my way around i stuck to their side like a leech.

With the girls

When we made our way down to the mwm grandstand, i started bumping into more and more friends.   the air was vibrant with excitement and had the feel of a fiesta lol. surprisingly, my nervousness was slowly dissipating, by then all i wanted to do was to get it over and done with.

Friends were asking me about my pacer and my answer was simple, i just didnt have one.  at the onset, when karen and juney approached me about doing my first full at MWM, we talked about getting a pacer but i didnt really commit myself to the idea.  no, not because i was so confident that i didnt need one, but more bcos i knew myself well enough to know i'd be more stressed out to have someone with me every step of the way.   i guess i've been a solitary runner for far too long.  and, i'm also the type of person who gets pretty darn uncomfortable when i'm out shopping and the salesgirl starts following me around, offering her assistance.  banyak songel la macik nih kannn.... lol, yeah i know.  but having said all that, i knew for a fact that i would be needing all the support & motivation i could get while i'm running the race and in trying to finish it.

And off we go ladies

MWM was flagged off on time.  as i started to run i decided not to go thru with either of my earlier plans; the 10min run 1 min walk or the 2 song run 1 min walk strategy suddenly felt too complicated for me.  it would be much simpler if i just shuffled along as best i could and take walk breaks at the water stations and killer hills.  i wasnt about to let any of my precious energy drain away just to figure out the 10:1 ratio, no sirree lol.... i'd be needing everything i've got to make sure i crossed the finishing line.

One of the many waterstations

Anakmami & gang cheering the runners on

The first 10km was like any of my other runs accept i ran it at a much slower pace. now, with hindsight, i do believe lily's advice of just 'running at the pace of a half'  to hold some merit bcos in the end, we'd be slowing down anyway - start slow and u will end up even slower.  i had by then downed a powergel but by the time i hit the hill right after the kayangan roundabout, the sole of my left foot started to tingle then gradually started to burn. i certainly didnt need a blister so early on in the run and i guess that's how the subuh stopover i made at the sek 13 surau turned out to be a double blessing.  not only was i able to attend to my prayers on time, it also provided my feet with the break it obviously needed.  i actually finished my marathon without blisters or  chaffing.

But then i'm jumping the gun here lol.

A little too dark, a little too lonely

The route between ptpl & msu was a pretty dark & lonely stretch, it would've been much better if there was some sort of checkpoint there.  but we started bumping into the hm runners at the stadium roundabout and by then the sun was also making its presence felt so from that point onwards,  it started to feel like a street party again lol.

I was keeping to my pace, nibbling on my extremely sweet powerbar and taking the rolling hills of shah alam in my stride.  so far so good but still a long way to go.  i hadnt even reached the halfway mark but i was just happy that i was still keeping it all together.  i passed the 22km mark way beyond any decent timing but that wasnt my concern.  i was still up and running (or if u want to get all technical on me, yes it was more of a slow shuffle lol) and so far no pain in any of my joints, blister free, cramp free, no sidestitches.. for me that was all that mattered.

I started to feel the energy drain after the uturn in front of the unisel intersection.  it was during the long slow ascent of the uitm hill that i had my first walk break other than at the water stations.  i also alternated between walking backwards and breaking out into a hiphop dance lol, the music was to catchy to resist. by then i was pass caring about what other people thought.  i was going to do whatever i had to, to finish.

I didnt eat anything before the run accept for my supplements & 2 softboiled eggs.  for the life of me i couldnt even finish a powerbar,  i just ended up nibbling at it all throughout the race.  although i was mindful i needed to eat to keep my energy up, i just couldnt.  back at the McD roundabout, the distance was making itself felt and i was feeling more and more like a wilted daisy.  i quickly swallowed my second gel and plodded on, wishing that the effect would kick in immediately.  that was when i came across the hammer guys.. that was when i had the best drink of my life lol.  and watermelon never, and i repeat, never tasted sooo darn good.

A timely boost

After that i felt better, and ran better.  i reached the 30km tent soon after and that was where they were giving out complimentary powergels and distributing bananas.  now fruits i could  handle and i finished my banana by the time i hit the state mosque roundabout.  as i proceeded to the junction of the pusat seni alquran, i realised i had to turn left instead of going straight ahead.  this was where i had miscalculated the distance bcos when i was checking out the route with golfman, i assumed we would be proceeding onwards to the concode intersection and from there straight back to i-city.  and it was from that point on that the race became mentally challenging for me bcos in my mind, every turn became an extra distance.

I tackled the seksyen 12 hill the same way i did the hill at uitm, by alternating between briskwalking, moving backwards and grooving to the music.  right after the kayangan roundabout was deo's own little water station and i was pretty tempted to turn right and head for home to a nice cool shower lol.  but i kept on going bcos not long after that juney the anakmami would be waiting with her roadside tuckshop and her famous hugs lol.

By then i had bumped into KA and yimster, both having the time of their life 'surrounded' by women lol.  i'd also befriended a sweet young girl who was struggling to keep moving.  what pissed me off to no end was her pacer; he kept leaving her behind.  now arent pacers supposed to be motivating and supporting the runners as best they could?  she was obviously close to giving up and he certainly wasnt doing much about it.


Helping each other along.. run sister run

We ran together for quite a distance but when things were looking better for her, i left her with her pacer. by the time i crested the last hill at seksyen 7, i was on autopilot. whatever happens i was just going to keep moving forward.  i guess after over 6 hours, my energy level was starting to move into 'reserve'.  pretty soon it would reach 'empty'.  and even then i forgot about taking more powergels.  the watermelon, the banana and the consistent intake of fluids was making me feel full but truth of the matter was, my body needed a greater boost if i wanted to run stronger.

And ray kept saying, 'you can do it kak'

When i met up with ray somewhere along the last 2km (bless his soul for keeping his promise to finish the run with me), i was seriously out of juice and running on empty.  i couldnt increase my pace, neither did i have any energy left for the usual mad dash to the finish.  as we turned the corner, my running family (runners from the shah alam pacers) was there waiting to finish the last few meters together with ray & me.  yes, we were indeed a merry lil bunch lol.  and i was so focussed on moving forward that i kept on shuffling even after i crossed the finishing line.  for me if i'd stop, i might not be able to continue moving again.

They waited for me, my cheering squad

And finish i did

The goodie bag collection

When i collected the goodies, congratulations came at me from all directions hehehe.  not only was i happy to finish, so were my friends.  and although my kids didnt share my passion, they were there with a bouquet of flowers to mark my 'graduation'.

The kids sharing mama's joy

After years of pounding the pavement i finally get to call myself a marathoner yayyy ;p


MWM B0339 - 6:41:18.86

To family and friends, you know who you all are, from the bottom of my heart i thank you for your continuous believe and support.  left on my own, i might still be putting it off lol.


Note to self.

1.  2 powergels and half a powerbar wasnt enough.  i should've remembered i did that for my halfmara so i should've at least doubled it for my marathon.  next time, a powergel for every hour on the road.
2. I was hyper aware about the state of my body bcos i wanted to find out for myself about the dreaded 'hitting the wall'.  no, i didnt hit any wall or experienced anything close to it, i just progressively lost my energy...  but then thats probably bcos i didnt really push myself as in 'terjelir lidah sampai kejalan' point so my body didnt rebel or retaliate too much.  point to remember, if i do decide to push myself, be prepared for the wall.
3.  Running with a waterbottle really helped.  but instead of holding it, find a better, more comfortable way to carry it around.
4.  Shoes - skechers prospeed, socks - adidas running, tights - adidas running (commando), sports bra - adidas... and with generous globs of vaseline where necessary.  end result - thank God no blisters, no chaffing.
5.  Again as per halfmara prep - 3 days in advance: oralites 2x/day + glucosamine sulphate 1x/day and hydrate, hydrate, hydrate.
6.  Extras - pre & post full body massage really helped.


Tuesday, April 9, 2013

The Marathon Story - road to my first 42km

First of all whats this thing with runners and marathons? why so much hoo-ha over that random 42km distance? and in this day & age of ultra modern conveniences, of fast cars and even faster super cars, why the hell would anyone even consider running that distance?

The marathon dates back to ancient greece where Pheidippedes the soldier gave his life to fulfill his duties, and that spirit of heroic running has been kept alive thru the modern olympic games.  bcos it is also an acknowledgement as well as a celebration of the courage & tenacity of the human spirit, to this very day runners everywhere scheme and dream about running that marathon distance.

Me included lol.

Yup, forget about age, level of fitness, appropriateness or whatever.  its just one of those things that needs to be experienced.

I love keeping active and with the kids all grown up, i have the leeway to experiment with a lot of other things apart from running but truth be told, it still holds a special place in my heart.  being the wuss that i am, i have shied away from anything that spells 'unnecessary pain' so i have seldom strayed from my comfort zone or pushed myself beyond my limits.  thus my slow and boring progress lol.  after years of running, i only started doing half marathons in 2011 and although i've always toyed with the idea of doing a full and not to mention the endless stream of encouragement from my running buddies, i've always managed to come up with some pretty legitimate excuses hehehehe.

Until i declared 2013 to be the year of the marathon.  until a friend made it quite impossible for me to chicken out.  until i finally said to myself, enough is enough, this is it.

Malaysia Woman Marathon actually came right out of the blue for me.  i was planning to lose my 'marathon virginity' at SCKLM 2013, which was way out in june and which gave me plenty of time to fool around with lol.  or so i thought.  but God presented me with another option just too good to be ignored.  not only was MWM an inaugral all women run, it was also to be held in shah alam, the place i loved most on this planet.  For a person who grew up without any roots and who has claimed shah alam as her home, running my maiden FM here would mean all that much more to me.

MWM launching & press conference 
I-City, Shah Alam
February 2013

Karen Loh, the heart & soul of MWM 2013

The lovely ladies making up the MWM Team

Press Conference

Ultra ray - he 'sealed' my fate by announcing my participation in the FM

My soon to be partners in crime

So i had to reset my mind and focus on a solid training plan.  instead of 6 months i am now left with 4 but it was still a workable time frame.  i didnt realise i would be going through a couple of major setbacks.

First was an unexpected attack of shingles.  it was bad enough to bring about a change of heart and at one point i had even decided i was just going to do a half marathon during MWM (read about it here & here). second, a challenging period of hormonal instability brought about by my perimenopausal state.  and put together, both collided to turn my world completely upside down.

I guess the realisation that i wouldnt be getting any younger and the high possibility of things going further downhill was what spurred me on.  regardless of whether it would be enough or not, i tried my best to put in whatever training i could muster and during those sparodic days when the grips of fatigue & lethargy left me, i utilised to the fullest.

I closed my ears to that voice in my head when the longest lsd that i could put in was only 25km and even then, only once.

Although it still bothered me, i went ahead with the rest of the pre-race preparation.  topping up on the fluid intake, the oralites, the carbs but truth be told, i was more prepared for my half marathon in 2011 than my full (read about it here & here).

Of course friends and family was supportive and it would have meant the world to me to have golfman around but sadly, he had a prior appointment he couldnt get out off.  golfman will be golfman, enough said.

So to make up for his absence, right after my carbo-loading session eve of the race (by then my appetite had deserted me and i couldnt really eat much), i dragged him along to check out the 42km route.  of course there were no surprises for me.  the route was made up of smaller portions i had covered in my years of solitary & group runs, rolling hills included lol.  but never before have i attempted ALL of them together at one go.


Shah Alam has a lot of roundabouts and at certain points, the route looked quite complicated due to the loops & turns.  i certainly didnt want to get lost in my own backyard but in the wee hours of the morning anything was possible lol.  in fact golfman & i miscalculated the route that nite, we were actually short of about 7km and it was that missing portion which became quite a mental challenge to me during the race.

As is the case with any event, be it a 5k, 8k, 10k or half mara,  sleep was an impossibility but this time, even more so bcos not only was i looking forward to doing a full marathon, i was also dreading it with all my heart.  so i busied myself with the final preparations - clothes, shoes, socks, bars, gels, ipod, waterbottle, small change etc.  and as my mind meandered aimlessly, it was already time to put on the battle gear.  God, never had i put on sooo much vaseline on myself before lol.... but i was thinking better this goey mess than the dreaded chaffing & blisters.  i then realised i hadnt bought anything specific in respect to the marathon that i was attempting. i had actually forgotten all about the existence of the special socks i had read about before, or consider the possible need for compression tights, ankle/knee guards, kinestic tapes etc etc.  i was good for a normal run but definately NOT a marathon.

But it was a tad too late to start thinking about all that and hadnt i already decided that it was going to be a 'lenggang kengkang' marathon (albeit a sadistic twist to the usual 'lenggang kangkung' version lol) for me?

I had been in an anxious state all week so i didnt make any plans to meet up with anyone.  whatever happens will happen anyway so i was on my own when groggy golfman dropped me off at the gates of i-city, 3.15am that fateful sunday morning, 7 April 2013.

Yup, this was it... D-day lol.

Coming up (soon i hope hehehe) The Marathon Story - race day ;-))