Monday, October 22, 2012

Cycling Diary - How it started

Diari Kayuh Seorang Macik

Macik ni jenis yg suke berlari & berkejaran tetapi tetiba one fine day terkena la plak foot injury dan trus segala aktiviti running macik tergendala.  sambil menangani kekecewaan yg melanda, mata macik dok usya gak la beskal anak sulung macik blakang sofa tu...ish ish, sayang dah berabuk rupanye.

Beskal MTB anak macik

Helmet pun ada sampai dua

Maka satu hari tu, terpanggil la plak macik nak cuba round2 kawasan rumah. setelah meng'adjust' beberapa perkara (i sawed off the tube to lower the seat wakakaka) dan berjinak2 dgn gear dan brake yg sgt kuat menyentap sehingga ada ketika macik hampir terpelanting, i went on my first ronda2.

Of course one ronda let to another lol.

I started in my neighbourhood... macik memandai je sengsorang hehehe.

 Bantai jela labu hehehe


Then a friend came over to help me with the basics...

Thx ann for all your help

One nite my nephew took me for a moonlight spin round shah alam weehooo...

First time pusing shah alam

Lepas tu macik panjangkan langkah ke Bukit Jelutong..

Woman power ahaks

BJ oh BJ

Sambil jenguk2 Bukit Cerakah..

MTB sesuai utk bukit2

Hutan pun ku redah heheh


Waaah seronok gak berbeskal nih ye ;)


Sunday, October 21, 2012

I'm back

Blame it on fb... it makes communicating short & sweet but it doesnt really help in sorting out the thoughts in your head.  kekadang tambah serabut lagi ada but then again, we're supposed to be controlling the things around us, not the other way around. so no fb has not taken over my life *and if i say it often enough i might believe it lol*

Lots have been happening, things that i can and want to share, things that i cant. and as usual when theres an overload of info, we'll just cut the trimmings and get down to the basics.

I'm still running, its the love of my life.... but, sad to say, i'm still bugged by my foot injury.  somehow that plantar faciitis that i had just refuses to leave me alone.  i used to moan & groan about it, but now i realise that when God closes one door, in His absolute Mercy, He opens up so many others.  one of it is my exposure to the joys of cycling.  i would never have wanted to try anything else when i was so absorbed in my running, but the moment that i had to start crosstraining and find a suitable alternative, the world opened right in front of me.  now i have no regrets.  well to be honest, theres still that tightness in the pit of my stomach whenever i think of the good old painfree days when i was happily pounding the tarmac day after day after day... but now i know, that i hv the means to go that much faster & further and its also a good feeling indeed.

So now i have added another chapter in my life.  yup, its true that life begins at 40, but then it also starts again at 50, 60, 70... insyaalah selagi hayat dikandung badan and as long as faith & hope flows thru your veins,  life will never stop unravelling its mystery & surprises :)

One week of bike hunting... could this be the one?

Finally my very own... BH Crystal Women Pro-series


Look out for Diari Kayuh Seorang Macik after this k and share my journey as i try my best to grow old maybe not gracefully, but meaningfully  ;)



Thursday, June 28, 2012

SCKLM 2012.. a macik's story

The excitement of the running community over the recent scklm is slowly dying down.  understandably so, those who lost their 'virginity' and the many who achieved PBs, its a glorious moment to be relived over and over again.

I seriously thought i would be missing out on the event again even though i was among the early birds to register for the half marathon, my second attempt at 21k. last year i had to skip my first scklm when the opportunity for a dubai trip suddenly manifested itself and this year the flu bug got me real good and i was having an overdose of phlegm & a heavy head right up to race day.

SCKLM 2012

But thank god i survived, without pain nor injury to boot, and clocked in 2:40:49.  for the non-runners, no, its not about getting a placing like 1st, 2nd, 3rd or 10th and 11th.  top positions & placings are usually for the elite runners.  for the rest of us struggling to put one foot over the other until we cross the finishing line, its more about timing and how to keep improving, thus the term PBs or Personal Bests.

And truth be told, its also about the medals.  yup, that 'useless' looking piece of metal that might come a dime a dozen but the absence of which can turn the mildest mannered person into a terrorist lol.  i guess its actually quite justified to think of runners as a mad bunch *wink*

21km finisher medal 

Anyways for the other maciks (and paciks also why not lol) out there who're already in their 50s and wondering if they should ever consider trying out 21km, this is my story :)

First and foremost, put away your fears of ever making it to the end... yes it can be done even if we're not spring chickens anymore and you don't have to be an athlete or a sportswoman/man either.  insya allah if you put your mind to it you'll cross that finishing line in one piece.  but of course nothing meaningful ever comes that easy, you will have to put in some effort in the form of scheduled training & consistent running prior to that 21km.  you need to cover some serious mileage or at least build up a solid running base.

For me its probably my consistent running rather than any specific training that has helped carry me thru.  More for health maintenance than anything else, I've been running a minimum of 4km 3-4 times a week since 2005 but not until last year did i take my running seriously and trained with a running group.  with the help of my running group & buddies, i completed my first half marathon at the PJ Half Marathon last year with a PB of 02:20:38... and i did it with minimum pain and no injuries.  the only injury i have suffered so far came much later but thats a whole different story altogether, to be shared another day perhaps.

OK other than the basic requirement of having some kind of training plan (especially if u want to do it injury free) theres also a couple of things you will need to help you along the way.  and top on the list is  of course your partner in crime, that all important pair of shoes.  running 21km in the wrong shoes can mean the difference between success & disaster.  after years of running within the adizero range, this time i switched to one with better cushioning.  after my injury, plantar faciitis to be exact, i have to be mindful of additional support so i gave up my norm and went with adidas response cushion 20. thankfully it was the right choice.  good running shoes don't come cheap so you want to keep making the right choices lol.

My Adidas Response..  and its pink lol

Then theres also my other running musts.. 1. hydration & multipurpose belts for fluids, gels, keys and that inseparable phone lol and 2. my iPod. music can be quite a motivating factor especially when you're pounding out 21km on the hot tarmac.  for scklm 2012 i decided to go for a purely techno playlist, i somehow find the instrumental beat to be the perfect background for my zikir. and instead of the hydration belt, which in all honesty isn't something i am really comfortable with, i decided on my dual-pocket spibelt which would hold my gels & my phone.  in this case, comfort won over fear of thirst.  i was hoping that water would be aplenty along the way, and thank god i was proven right :)

Belts & iPod

And this next section is especially for women.  now regardless of whether your boobs are huge or small, you'll be needing a sports bra.  trust me, it'll be good for you as well as the people around you.  theres nothing more distracting then a pair of swaying or jiggling boobs lol.  and u certainly don't want to have chaffing where the skin is soft & sensitive.  slathering a generous amount of vaseline will also help.  and if you're unlucky enough to be having your period during the event, then tampons will also minimize further chaffing (might not be suitable for the younger girls though).  don't forget 2-3 hours of constant rubbing can even cause blisters so we might as well be extra careful.

Ladies arsenal.

Running 21km can be tough on the body, especially when we're already in the middle-age group.  so be prepared, stay hydrated a couple of days before the race and take some form of oralites to prevent or at least minimize cramps on race day itself. sadly for me, i was bogged down with flu and didn't have the luxury of such preparation.  during scklm 2012 i relied heavily on the strength of my daily supplements i.e. multivits, vit C, omega 3 fish oil, lechitin,  EPO & glucosamine sulphate, usually taken  in the mornings.

My normal pre-breakfast fare

During the race i armed myself with a supply of 2 tangerine powergels and a nuun tablet (which i actually forgot to take tsk tsk).  i had earlier decided against a power gel to start off the race and took my first energy booster when i was into my first hour.  the weather was excellent and i was feeling pretty good despite the phlegm and the running nose (hahaha even my nose was running ).  my greatest enemy has always been the heat & humidity and thankfully throughout the run, the sun was shaded by the tall buildings of kuala lumpur lol.  i downed my second gel about 15km into the run and until the end, i wasn't hit by fatigue, alhamdulillah.  i also made sure i stopped at most of the water stations to keep myself hydrated.

Energy & electrolyte boosters

Despite my fears of inadequate training & preparation due to months of injury and less than optimum health, i ended up really enjoying my second half marathon around the city of KL  again, the weather couldn't have been better and the organizers made an excellent job of running the event.  nothing is perfect and of course there's always room for improvement but i can't say i have anything much to complain about. yup, i'm that easy to please lol.

Majectic KL

Running in familiar streets

Water & sponge stations

Relief for aching muscles

Cooling zone for heated bodies

The finishing line
(pics courtesy of Leong Kwan Weng, tqvm)

One thing that really made a huge difference to my mental state was staying overnite in the city.  the swiss hotel was probably as close as u can ever get to dataran merdeka, venue of the race lol.  not having to rush and deal with the inevitable traffic jam and parking problems really took the edge off. i found myself very relaxed prior to flag off and that, i can assure you, is no easy feat.  when it comes to races, i am the undisputed queen of gabra hehehehe.  much thanks to my running family & friends for making it an enjoyable experience for me.  you know who you are mwaah3.  

Allow me to also share an incident that left me smiling the rest of the day.  as i was queueing up for the medal & goodie bag, a guy came over and excitedly told me that for most of the way, he was pacing me.  picking up someone to pace is a game that runners play to make the run a little more interesting.  i was wearing green so i guess i sort of stood out in a sea of blue, that probably made it easy for him to track me. 'you run well' he said, 'i tried overtaking you once but you stayed ahead after that'.  of course it's always nice to have someone compliment you to your face but it was also rather embarrassing for me bcos i knew i wasn't all that fast to begin with lol.  still, i thanked him but by then my curiosity was piqued.  taking a quick peep at his bib i asked,  'so dan, whereabouts are you from?', all the while thinking he was going to say ipoh or something.  but it was indeed an international event bcos he replied. 'oh I'm from hong kong'.  needless to say it took me by surprise and we parted ways just like that, strangers bound by a common love for running lol

Onwards to the finish
(Pic by TET, tqvm)

Post run, i actually felt better than my first half mara.  i woke up to almost zero pain... no muscle aches and my right foot was acting pretty normal, surprise surprise.  in conclusion, i can just say that God really loves me lol.  truly, He's given me a huge break and I'm again hopeful of making that 42km one fine day :)

Yay i did it !

SCKLM 2012 Official Results:
Rank -108/226
BIB No - H 12097
Name - LATIFFA ZAM ZAM
Category - 21KM WOMEN'S VETERAN
Gun Time - 02:45:30
Chip Time - 02:40:49
Split 10km - 01:20:49 

So please maciks & paciks, if i can do it so can YOU!! Jom lets run woot woot :)

Sunday, June 3, 2012

Toffee Latte

When nicolei died he left a void, a huge one in fact.  he was always there for all of us and truth be told, with the head of the family constantly absent, we were quite often in a rather  needy & dysfunctional state lol.

He listened patiently to all my rantings, he kept AH company during her revisions & assignments, he helped drain away most of AI's emo energy and he stayed beside Cikgu even thru his earth shattering snores.  yup, he stuck it out thru thick & thin and loved his people just as much as we loved him.


Our darling Nicolei, who will always be close to our hearts

I never thought i'd take in another cat, i just didnt want the emotional involvement.  loving & losing is never easy.

Then a little bundle of fur found his way between the mountain of boxes i kept stored upstairs... and straight into my heart.  so much for keeping that heart locked & barred lol.  one of the strays had decided to have her kitties at my house and was recklessly moving her litter around, hurting and losing them in the process.  at that point she had only two left and to keep a long story short, i ended up with toffee latte, while his bro, adam, ended up with the vet at sekyen 13 lol.


Toffee Latte & bro Adam @ 5 weeks

Oh it was quite a responsibility raising a small kitty still dependent on his mother's milk.  i remember carting him around in a little paper bag armed with towels, milk bottles & lil teddy bears to keep him company lol.  as long as he was fed he kept pretty quiet so he's no stranger to sunway pyramid, sacc mall, guthrie's driving range and even the hair saloon hehehe.

Bottle feeding baby toffee

Warm & snug in a paper bag

Toffee in the car

Toffee at the hair saloon

 Toffee safely tucked in at home

The future Toffee Bolt y'all

He's now about 6 months and quite a handful, but its no surprise that he has become everybody's sweetheart, even stoick, often emotionless, i-dont-like-cats daddy lol.  maybe animals naturally understand hierarchy & recognize the 'top cat' bcos toffee, that used to be lil-ball-of-fur just idolizes big daddy.  he purrs & sleeps with daddy every chance he gets and he wont settle for 'no' either lol.



 Toffee with his 'hero' - big daddy

He can never take the place of nicolei bcos nicolei already has a special place in all our hearts but toffee has become a natural extension of his legacy... toffee's also there for all of us.  but most importantly he has brought the family back together again.  these days, everyone looks forward to coming home for some 'toffee therapy' hehehe :)


Toffee Latte @ 6 months

I hope he will be blessed with a long & healthy life.  we need our toffee latte :-D

Friday, May 25, 2012

An unexpected setback

I've been a solitary runner for a long time.  and i'm still running bcos it makes me feel good.  it energises me, it boosts up my spirit and above all, its that little sliver of time i get to call my very own, doing what i really like.  for a woman with neverending responsibilities as wife, mother & daughter i treasure the opportunity to just be me, myself, i... and God.  other than in my prayers, He's closest to me when i'm pounding that pavement. i get my head cleared that way lol.

Then came 2011 and it ushered in another aspect of running,  the people factor...  that i didnt have to run alone, that there were other like minded people out there hellbent on wearing out that tarmac lol.  and that's when i hooked up with my running family & friends.  i started training and running races, experimented with my running form, increased my mileage and after completing my first half marathon, felt that my dream of running a full marathon was finally within my grasp.  weehooooo,  i was going to run a full, that only-in-my-dreams 42km.

Then came the big blow to my grand plans. in late december i suffered my first sport related injury.. i had somehow aggravated my plantar fascia and developed plantar faciitis.  oh me oh my, thats when i realised just how very blessed i was to be running injury free all those years. bcos i tell ya peeps, u dont wanna go hurting yourself when you're past 50.. it just takes too damn long to bounce back!!

Chillin' out with toffee

After months of trying out several treatments, from prolonged resting to icy footbaths to hot waxing to ultrasound to electrical what have yous, i finally succumbed to what i still consider to be the most evasive option - an anti inflammatory steroid jab right at the source of my pain. theres no guarantee that i'll be within the 70 percentile of patients who respond well to the treatment, but i choose to be hopeful.  after 2 weeks i get to try out my foot and hopefully, everything will be back to normal.

Icy footbaths can be quite painful

Physiotherapy session in progress

Finally... 'the jab'

This year, the only run i participated in was one i just couldnt miss out on, it being right in my backyard lol. the shapadu run 2012... and bcos it was one of those obscure lil races the elites dont even bother with, i came in 4th for the women veteran category, surprise surprise.  but it wasnt a run i was happy with. i was way too mindful of the pain in my foot.  i couldnt just belasah and give it my all like always and it was pretty damn frustrating.


SHAPADU RUN 2012

Women Veteran 6km - 4th

Checking out the medal & RM50 prize money

Checking out the foot..  lil twinges of pain but not too bad

i just want to get back where i left off and continue from there. theres still so much to do, so many miles to run before i hit that elusive 42.  but as always i'm hopeful.  and i'm lucky to have the support of my running family & friends. they are the main source of my inspiration... truth be told, hitting the roads at my age can be pretty challenging.  with friends and a coach more than willing to help me out, i know, God willing, one fine day i'll finally make it as a marathoner :-))

With my running kids

.. and running buddies  :))

With fellow blogger Ray

But lesson learnt, respect the age & keep listening to that body.  everyone has their own limits, and if that limit needs to be tested, take it slow & easy.

Thursday, May 24, 2012

The 50s, a different journey

You always hear people say that age is just a number.  of course it is.. 30, 40, 50 and if you're blessed with a long & healthy life the numbers can keep piling up.  but that doesnt mean that you dont go through physiological & physical changes.  a body is after all just another piece of 'equipment' that goes through wear & tear no matter how well it has been treated and maintained.

So its inevitable that we go through these changes, nature is relentless & time waits for no one. but its not totally out of our control.  what we can do is have a bigger say in how this changes come about.  we can decide to be actively involved in the process and extend all the help we can give to make the transitions from one stage to another less traumatic.

Being in denial is the worst state to be in.  we need to see it as it is, everything that is created has a life span.  we need to recognise that basic truth and maximise each stage as it comes.  and whatever we do, we need to respect the age.

When my kids were growing up i always reminded them to be as realistic as possible.  my favourite saying was, 'dont expect a dog to meow or a cat to bark, we are all true to our creation but if, and its a big if, u find one who does than consider it a bonus'.  yup, looking back i was a party pooper alright lol but that was just the way i was. fairy tales were fine for entertainment but in the final analysis, life was still life.  i wanted them to be realistically hopeful.. ridiculous expectations would only bring about devastating disappointment.

Realistically hopeful. and being realistic must not to be confused with pessimism.  for the realist, theres always HOPE :)

Now i'm at the point in my life that i really need to call it as it is.  inside, i'm still that wide-eyed, dreamy person out to discover the world, but the fact remains that i've hit middle-age and half my life has already passed me by.  And that although the world is still my oyster, my approach must be tailored to suit my current needs.

Growing old sucks, i know but we can minimize the damage and still have fun if we take stock of where we are and strategize realistically.  denying the existence of that wrinkle is not going to take it away hehehe.

OK I'm past 50 but i still can be the best that i can be in my 50s ;-))

My buddies from primary school @ 51.. we're not doing too badly surely lol

p.s. Case in point, when u hit middle-age, you are somehow not as sharp as you were... my daughter just reminded me that today's thursday not friday, referring to my FB update.  Its NOT friday? really? sheeesh, and i was all geared up to chilling out tomorrow LOL.

Need to do more quizzes i guess.... and read more Quranic verses to keep the synapses thriving ;)