I am fast approaching another milestone and this time its a big one. the plan is, come 1/1/2011 i will be temporarily shelving my SMMs, COCs, APs & Surat Pekelilings and taking a break, a long break, from having to deal with anymore bqs, drawings, tenders, claims, payments, reports, meetings etc.
Yup, i'm taking a no-pay leave of absence for 2 whole years. i'm making myself totally available to my husband. at the snap of his fingers i can just up & leave.. work would now cease to be a deterrent.
I've passed the first round. thankfully my boss here in selangor is supportive and is willing to release me. and today with the admin's consent, i've personally handed my application over to the kementerian for approval. thats round two. its totally out of my hands now.. but at least the people at HR were very helpful and assured me, everything seem to be in order and they're not expecting any problems.
Right. i sure hope so. bcos i really want to get this over and done with. bcos its high time i put an end to this yo-yo existence. bcos i'm just so freaking t-i-r-e-d of functioning as only a part of a whole.
*I want to be complete. heck, i need to be complete.
[ * added after pakmat's comment ;p ]